An Oxygen fitness magazine once said, "A good run can seperate a good day from a bad day" and I would have to agree. This past weekend was a draining one for me, it used up a lot of my energy, leaving me feeling low of self concept (self esteem and self confidence) and having negative thoughts toward my body image. Some days the hardest thing to do is to make it to the gym, I just don’t feel like it, but somehow I always make it. Maybe because in the back of my mind I know that after a good workout I always feel better.
Exercise is my release, over the last couple years whenever I am angry, stressed or frustrated all I need is find a sweet trail and I’ll go run the shit out of it and burn off of the negative energy. I’ve had some of my best workouts on days that I didn’t know if I could perform at all. Sundays day are my run days and the day I add an extra mile. This past Sunday I wasn’t sure if I’d even make 5 miles but I blasted my music, focused on my goal and how good I felt in the moment and made it to 9. When I finished it felt so good to achieve personal goal and it faded the negative energy I had started with.
Anyone else had experiences like this? Do you use your training as a stress release, to cheer you up or to re-energize you when your feeling blah.
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